life's unfair

gosh y is life soo unfair like rlly hott guys r always takin nd lil ppl think im hott rlly? y? im mean im soo mean to them but anyways im sorta happy but i need new friends to add to ma collection of luved ones nd holy crap its unbelieveable tht i got into honors nd pre algebra da ppl at ma skool think im smart wen im rlly not gosh this years gonna be supa hard nd im soo nervous basketball cheering try outs r next monday nd i hope i make it cuz like ive always secretly wanted to be a cheerleader evr since i was a lil kid but ma parents nevr let meh soo i guess thts y i "hated" all cheerleaders hmm i need some1 hott sum1 who cares fer meh nd loves meh fer who i am ppl think tht i hav it easy but its nevr as it seems i put on a happy face evryday but rlly im not showing how i rlly feel(only sometimes) cuz i always noe i can trust in "ash lee" nd in " menda" oh nd i cnt ferget "dev dev" to keep ma secrets safe evn tho i noe they prob. tell da whole world behind ma bakk but wat evr i still love emm i rlly can trust in yuki to (btw srry i couldnt go to ur game today) but anyways lifes wat u make of it nd if ya wanna make it crappy then make it tht way but possotive attitudes will get ya farther